Apostasy
Anthony Seidman
I have incinerated The Name. It was mute,
unlike cacti or road-kill of opossum addressing me as: Thou.
Since then
never can I recover the daze
when on that immemorial night
our foremothers
emerged from desert caves,
looked to the East, heard
the jackals’ yip & scurry,
consulted
the moon’s gaze,
& pealed lamentations….
Have their howls faded, or
do I still discern,
the pitch higher
than a mosquito at one’s ear,
of their teeth & their
dry hair com-
pressing into cold earth?